Only pain

I can't see the rainbow today.
Only the darkness, the void.
I can not hear the laughter.
Only tears and sadness in my heart.
I cannot see the solutions.
Only the problems, the negative.
I feel so alone.
So very very alone.

The one I need to talk to cannot listen.
The one I need to understand is unable.

So I turn in on myself. My sadness. My pain.

I can't feel the happiness. Only pain. Only pain.